Friday, October 16, 2015

Baking, Beatings, and the Bee

This week was so stereotypical of the good, the bad, and the ugly that is life as a Peace Corps Volunteer.
My competing pupils and super helpful
teachers at the Lusoga Spelling Bee.

My teachers now know how to make a cake!
I gave a lesson to them introducing measuring units/items, wet and dry ingredients, and what a Dutch oven is. After their “vocabulary” assessment, we did a demonstration by making a yellow cake. I also put up recipes of other food stuffs I’ve baked them this year. I don’t think they’ve ever paid so much attention or took such vigorous notes as that time. It was a lot of fun!

Lydia reading the recipe and adding
and measuring ingredients
Now time to get very real with you.
The day I had actually planned for this “workshop” to happen, I was bringing the stuff to school when I passed the P7 classroom. (P7 is the last grade for Primary School and since it’s coming to the end of the school year, they have been working very hard from early morning to late at night (7am-9pm) studying so they can pass their Primary Leaving Exams which determine if they can be promoted into Secondary School.) So while I was walking, I heard the too familiar *whacking* sound of a stick hitting a child. Turns out the entire class of 97 pupils was lined up for beatings. When I asked why, they only gave me the response that they had refused to do a test. *smack smack smack* I went into the staff room where my teachers were waiting for my lesson to tell them I could not make a cake while children were being beaten a few doors down. So I went home, furious and upset with my staff, until I calmed down to talk to them later.

It’s like this.
I understand that’s all they know and that’s what they’re used to doing. But I have been here for almost a year and there was a volunteer before me here. I have had talks directly with these teachers before about this subject even. Sometimes Peace Corps feels like such a waste of time and that you might as well be talking to a wall. You ask yourself questions like “Why am I here?” “What have I even accomplished in the last two years?” I can tell you that day I was so ready to be done with this place. The feeling only grew when I had to go to town the next day and my taxi took a very long detour for no reason and the boda (motorcycle) guys were harassing me more than usual.

Today was an interesting combination of frustration and fulfillment.
I have been organizing a Local Language Spelling Bee for schools in my Basoga region for some time now. During Term 1, I walked around to many schools in my area and reached out to local leaders for supports to inform more schools about it. During Term 2, I called in the 20 schools I’d received applications from for a training on how to conduct on with their pupils. 13 of them showed up.

Today, I held the competition inviting those 13 schools.
Only 10 of them showed up. Yes, this was a bit of a letdown and it didn’t help that the sound system people I’d hired showed up 2 ½ hours late. Frustrations rose when teachers started to complain about unfair advantages of other schools and also becoming mad that their pupils were “out” after misspelling a word, even though the rules were very clearly explained by a Ugandan in local language.

But I consider the event a success.
Everyone got to enjoy a very nice tea break, coloring books, singing songs, dancing to music, eating a big lunch, and getting a prize and certificate. The judges I had invited worked together very well to compile the words into organized lists, my MC was energetic and kept the attention, and my speakers actually gave short and concise speeches. As everyone was leaving, spirits had risen, pupils were smiling, and teachers were actually thanking me for the good initiative. Hopefully everyone got a little more appreciation for their culture and language out of this.


The competition underway!
One of the prizes was a book I made in English,
translated into Lusoga, and illustrated by pupils.
Everyone also got their own certificate and some sweets.
1st, 2nd, and 3rd place got a backpack full of
games, colors, and books in addition to this. 
I write this post not to sound bitter, but to give a more clear insight into what working here is like beyond the romanticized idea of living in Africa. I really love Uganda and I am so happy to have been placed here, but sometimes it really sucks. What keeps me going is that even in the worst of times here, I can always find a good outcome and know that it will always be worth it in the end. Now that I only have 2 months left until I “gong out” as a Peace Corps Volunteer, I’m even starting to appreciate these bad moments because they are what have really shaped me into the person I am today. When I’m home with my family at Christmas in 10 weeks, I think that even the bad memories will turn into good ones and I’ll tell them with a smile because they are what makes this place I’ve lived the last 2 years, home.  

Thursday, October 1, 2015

What-ifs, What-nexts, and What-the-heck-is-this-dress?

Because I've been having way too many
freak-out, life-contemplating thoughts lately
and this picture reminds me what life's all about.
Enjoying it!
This past week, I went to my original site/village/school for the first time since I had to leave last November. I imagine the feeling I had going back there is going to be very similar to the feeling I’ll have when I go back home to the U.S. Everything was still so familiar and basically the same, only very small changes. The pupils surrounded me with hugs and I sat and talked with the teachers like I had just seen them yesterday. Felt like I hadn’t actually been away for a year. Their lives were still very much the same, but I had changed so much since the last time I saw them. Of course that’s a difficult thing to communicate and their eyes would glaze over after a few stories from my new site.

My old shopkeeper friend
and supervisor
My old school
My old counterpart and his family at home
I’m glad I went back. It gave me a sense of closure as well as a feeling of preparation for going home, but I couldn’t stop thinking “What if I would’ve stayed here? What would my service have been like? What would I be like? What would the school be like? Would there be any difference?” I then in turn related these questions to my life in general. “What if I wouldn’t have joined Peace Corps? What if I would have ignored the flyer for that study away information meeting? What if I wouldn’t have transferred to MSU? Would I still be in my hometown? Would I have settled down and began my career?” It’s wonderful that people can do that, but at this point in my life, it’s basically the opposite of what I’m wanting. I never would have imagined that about myself only a few short years ago and honestly, I’m super excited/terrified to see what happens in the upcoming ones, because I have absolutely no clue where I’m headed!

By the way, happy October! This is my personal favorite month. Favorite meaning in Missouri where the leaves are changing beautiful colors, the weather is turning to a refreshing coolness, and the festivities are comforting and fun (corn mazes, bon fires, hay rides, haunted houses, Halloween, etc.). As I lit the pumpkin spice candle I received in a package sometime back, I became a little sad that this is the 4th one I’ve missed. At the same time, I’m very thankful for all of the amazing opportunities I’ve been given and wouldn’t change anything. I can only wonder if I’ll be around for next year’s October at home… Guess I’ll just have to see where life takes me.

While I was traveling around the Southwest this week, I also got to hang with my original language training group! There’s just something special about the people you go through homestay with. I even got to see my host family and enjoy one final (delicious) meal with them <3


We've all changed so much!
...especially Carl ;)
Love the fam
It was a bit heartbreaking to say goodbye to all the friends I’ve made in my 1st region, but it was nice to come home to my 2nd region where I’ve also made some really great relationships. In fact, right before I left, I was invited to attend an introduction ceremony. This is the event that takes place before a wedding where the families meet and exchange gifts. Not only was it my 1st time to wear the traditional dress called a “Gomesi”, but also my 1st African/European wedding. My Ugandan friend married a Dutch man she’s been seeing for the last 20+ years. It was quite the experience. 

The bride and groom

My counterpart and I (me?)
in our lovely and super practical dresses